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So I moved home. Got here January 7th. As soon as I got out of my car my mom told me my cousin Michael was killed overseas. I literally sat down right there in the middle of the driveway and lost it. He was 36 and it was his first time being there. Major Michael Green. Google his name and you will get a million results. then it was drug out for two ( Read more... )

Ill be there in less than a month

I climbed under the covers last night and I smelled you. Then I started to realize how much you are still there. Your towel in the corner. Your glass of water ont he nightstand. Your page still marked in your book.

Today is a hard day. I want this to go away.

I want to come home and have always said that.. but due to recent events I made a decision.. but I do not want it to be a rash one so.. I am giving myself around 10 tp 11 months and I want to move home. Next summer. I will have been at this job for a year.. seth will be out of school. that gives me enough time to save.. and plan and make the most ( Read more... )

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I dont understand why people say things to others just to hurt them. To say mean and unecessary things to someone closest to them, for no other reason but than to bring them down. What did that person do? Nothing serious, nothing at all really, so why push them down and kick them while they are there?It makes me sad when I watch people do stuff ( Read more... )

That's such a hard pill to swallow. Ups and downs and ins and outs. Take a step back and ask yourself "what was the point in that if there is no hope for the future ( Read more... )

I dont have anything cool to tell. Things have been pretty boring. Seth is in MS for the summer. Work is kicking my ass but it feels good. The new roomate situation is really good. I wanted to come home for my class reunion but I dont think I can take off of work. :( I dont know when I will be able to come home again. BUT I have a few visits from ( Read more... )

I am in love with a fantasy.