so halloween fun for everyone else it was ok for me i mean i had to work but i did see alex as a who (not a what a who from dr suess how the grinch stole cristmas) yeah that was great alex is cool plus she gives me rides home but her vw bettle smells like crayons but yeah she has the greatest taste in music we have like the same loves and ( Read more... )

wow it is boring i can go out i need to buy the acoustic DAMMIT!!! i need it so i can finish writing these songs grrrrrr rraaaawwwrrr oh well maybe next weekend *spazes out* i need it now now now! i'm not being selfish these songs are for other people *sigh* this is crap i need a friggin car i have 600 dollars i can buy a car with that

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i feel so lifted because i am happy i don't think it is an illusion from lack of sleep i think it is happiness. again it fills my veins and life returns to my limbs and inspiration is back in my heart. to love again is a great feeling and i have just been motivated to play and write music and i will work on my work with great haste ( Read more... )

so how am i now .... well i have been happy lately ...scince talking to jaki (coincidence i think not ( Read more... )

i'll pretend i don't know that your there, i'll just wait for you to say hello ( Read more... )

do you find me cool yet hmmm i did it for you
it kinda hurt when it bleed but now i have scars so you like me more
i am attractive now right i am cool to you right ...right?

(sigh you know who you are .... don't read this whoever you are)

"i'm okay , i'm not okay"

here is a scene for you ( Read more... )

so as it seems no one atually reads these i'll make this one short ( Read more... )

if i can choose its only you ( Read more... )