Sometimes I just shouldnt wake up.

[heart_sucker212]

I guess Im pretty decent at ignoring obvious things. and trying not to seem like they hurt. And maybe for the most part they dont. But fucking hell, right now, it just all rushes back to me. about how im nothing, and dougs still number one. and it disgusts me to even talk to him, but at least he listens when i tell him to stop being so perfect. I

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[in_a_rad_dress]

Aruba, Jamaica, ooo I wanna take you

[onewish2089]

I read this

[in_a_rad_dress]

i also thought that you might appreciate this. it's off topic, but i stumbled across it and it made me think of you.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/the_unicult

[cheerup_emukid]

Em..if this is a lie then you can punch me in the face tomorrow.
I love you to death and would do anything for you, honestly. You're on eof the greatest kids and I am always, always, always here for you whenever you need me. I mean I have to be, don't I? We ARE meant to be.

<3.

[yousmellfunny7]

I read it, and although I didn't really understand all of that. I just wanted to say...... I love you and wish I could give you a hug. I hope things start to turn around, I know how it feels to be in someone's shadow. <3