1. Introducing
2. Dreaming
3. Waking
4. Sentencing
5. Medicating
6. Purging
7. Relapsing
8. Recovering
9. Composing
10. Disintegrating
11. Healing
12. Dying

anticipating

two hearts beating as one in a life like sequence caught on canvas. sustained in a dream i once had while sleeping on my friends floor. waking up was shooting the apple. clutch and break. when i fall to my knees ill meet you on the bottom, cause i know you'll be there to pick me up. shut up shut up shut up like i dont know where i belong. shut up ( Read more... )

http://photobucket.com/albums/v613/thexsecondstar/ mikey mikey mikey

things that remind me of erin ( Read more... )

"Living off the friends that hate you
who talk shit on me
like I don't know who my real friends are
anymore no I don’t know you anymore
and it’s sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
so I'll stopped watching, I'll stopped caring"

i have a tooth ache

i miss erin. hometown buffet was fuckin awesome. i love her. jerms was fun too. steph learned poker, sweet.

took chris to the doctor today

took murphy to walmart to get a car battery

i need to go get tickets for the show

Last night I hung out with erin till about 9. it was really fun, i can and will spend every day just doing nothing with her. i love her sooo much. i dropped her home around 9 and went to my Sister's sister in-laws house to play poker with everyone. It was a lot of fun. I grew up with most of the people there, and they are family. Its been to long ( Read more... )

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thE end of an era