So my week off ( Read more... )

A - Available: nope ( Read more... )

today all i ate was 2 veg chicken nugs. i totally feel like im giong to puke.

things are crap.

but Laura and her man friend vince and laura slaughtery and chris C came over along wihtthis crazyyyy garret kid.. and they made me smile and feel better.

i feel better for now.

so for those of yu that know me know im a HUGE chicken and im scared of eveyrthing ( Read more... )

So I sw Joe Day at Daddbous yesterday and he asked me how I was doing, and he told me that he still actually reads this journal! It made me smile that he hasnt forgotten about me because i still think about him ( Read more... )

I dont know how happy I am ( Read more... )

Todays Valentines day.. Timmy may come over with his cousin Joel to hang out for a while, but I dont think so since he hasnt gotten back to me yet ( Read more... )

Matt came over last night. we talked. I cried. he left. I called. we talked ( Read more... )

He just doesnt get things..

im fucking trying.. i really am.. its jsut really hard.. hes the one knocking me down now..

Matt threw a phoneat me on accident when I was puttin mycold hands on him.. it hit me in myface and REALLY hurt my nose and sliced it open. I dont know if he broke anything, but it realllllllllllllllllly hurts