so last night, I came really close to crying..

But I stopped myself.

Things kinda are getting better.

only one person can get me upset.

and im getting better with that.

you cant bring me down.

& there was a girl on the news today talking about striaght edge.

in a positive way.

This is how I feel, and it needs to change. It will ( Read more... )

Im seriously done.

Whatever.

Im alone.

I hate this feeling and I cant get rid of it. No matter what. I see one solution, but its drastic and could only cause even more problems..

Theres no one..

& it sucks.

Im bored.. well not really. Im pretty content as of now.

I was looking at pictures I have on my computer. I dont know, Im bored so Im gunna put some up till Im bored, which wont be long..


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so heres that picture...


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So Chris Cregg is super creepy. I hvae pictures to prove it, and one day when I wont mind sitting on the computer, Ill post them.

Thanksgiving is the worst holiday ever.

So ..

I GOT TO SEE SHAI HULUD!!

they were AWSOME.

So crazy! They had an awsome stage presents and just.. god! awsome!!

Philly was fun, I dont know what it is about that place, but I like it alot. The way down wasnt bad at all. It was Chris, Aron, Sean n me.

The trip to the show was horrible. We left around 1:30 n the show started at 2. It was ( Read more... )

Im going to Philly tonight. I cant wait. Its gunna be an awsome time. I wont be back for a couple days, but whatever. After Philly were going to some fest.. Idk. I do know SHAIL HULUD is gunna be playing a reunion show and Im excited. I didnt even no they broke up but whatever. uh. so excited.

Laura if you read this.. dont tell Mr Pearsal where I

I dont like how they changed the LJ crap... Instead of having "Journal" first, its now "My LJ" and as small as it is, it makes me mad ( Read more... )

Well Chris's friend is ordering my ticket. Im gunna take money outta my bank, Im so excited. yea ( Read more... )