What is wrong with me? I feel so unloved and unattractive. I feel like no one wants to be with me or love me the way I want to be loved. This whole Jacob thing has gone to my head, and I dont need him, I know that, but I long for him, or someone that can replace him. I dont really understand what I'm feeling, and I hate that. I see everyone ( Read more... )

Holy shit....I hate Jacob and this entire world. I mean I found out from his best friend, not him, that he hates me and thinks im a bitch and a slut and he burnt all of our homecoming pictures, and to top it all off, he is going to ask out this chick just to spite me!!!!! So when his friend told me all this stuff I was totally upset and then I ( Read more... )

ok so lets see...i tried the blurty journal for a while....does not work!!!! So I decided to try the livejournal crap. Anyways....not much excitement going on in my life cause well....im too ugly to get excitement. No one likes me...especially the guy that I want to be with. I just dont know how to act around him...because hes sooo well.... ( Read more... )