I'm a little lost. I don't know where my life is going. Lately, the intensity of wanting to be with someone is only getting stronger. I'm so torn, do i need this time alone? Or am I ready to be with someone. Maybe i need to stop writing about such things, as it only leaves it on my mind continuously. But really what i write is only a symptom of ( Read more... )

I woke up in the most beautiful fashion someone alone could. I was laying on my tummy and i was naked (cuz clothes are so not allowed in bed) and there was a little sunpatch that was shining on the small of my back keeping it warm, and at the same time the really slight warm breeze from the window was making my hair brush back and forth against my ( Read more... )

The madness that is me: I never know what I want, until it's over. Or i do know what i want, but i don't know that it's bad for me.

If you want something great, you have to work for it. I'm ready to.

I'm 25, where are you?

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Than somebody bends
Unexpectedly

splash (written by Charles Bukowski ( Read more... )

In my apartment are many things, that collectively make up my life. Well, my old life. It's sorta odd, when i think back about times i've moved, i rememeber being so adament about not throwing certain things out, or not selling them, because they were so important. For example, i used to collect these little Precious Moments Figurines. They are ( Read more... )

Today I told a friend something. Something I've felt for a long time. Mostly i didn't tell them before, because I was afraid of what they would say, how they would respond. Now i am more confused then ever. It was one of those times when you basically bare all and yet, you have no idea what their reaction is. It's like sooooo confusing. Cuz i'm not ( Read more... )

Do I tell him?

Instead of writing about something fake
I'll tell you this, Today is Thursday

Thursdays make my skin crawl
This Thursday makes my skin crawl

Tomorrow is Friday and a battle begins.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I have to talk about it.