so 2nite was freakin awesome!! the play was hilarous..especially Tony pretendin to b a girl..lol..then we all out went to Applebees..so much fun!! Jen n Kevin n Amy n Hanok n Sean n Cheryl n Theresa n Matt n Harsh n everyone that visted us...it was sooo funny..it was a much needed nite out..like wow...it was just wicked fun..i don't think i laughed ( Read more... )

(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: no
(4) Do you want to be?: no
(5) Your birth date: October 3, 1987
(6) Age you act: older than what i am
(7) Age you wish you were: 22
(8) Your height: 5'8
(9) The color of your eyes: blue
(10) Happy with it?: i guess
(11) The color of your hair: dirty blond i guess
(12) Happy with it?: sure
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I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT..DON'T COME TO ME FOR ADVICE ANYMORE..DONT COME TO ME WITH YOUR PROBLEMS..ITS NOT LIKE ANY OF YOU TAKE IT ANYWAY..IM SICK OF ALWAYS BEING THE ONE YOU GUYS COME TO AND THEN DONT EVEN DO WHAT I TOLD YOU TOO..ALL IM DOING IS LOOKING OUT FOR YOU BUT WHATEVER..ITS NOT GETTING ME ANYWHERE..SO SCREW YOU ALL..I GIVE UP

last day of vacation..i was soo needing this vacation..just to get away from everyone at school and everything that has been happening..i worked Friday night..i worked Saturday and Sunday but on Saturday Sarah C came ova for a little n we went to Nick's house to see Chris, who i havent seen since Freshman yr..n ya..lol..let's just say..he's changed ( Read more... )

people need 2 freakin get off my bak..its my freakin life n ill do wat i want to..i dont care if im underweight..i dont care if i dont eat as much as i should b..i dont care if i get more sick than i already am..just let me b..u care..i understand that..but if u care..then care enough to leave me alone n do wat i want..im not goin to stop n no one ( Read more... )

nothin really to update..just wow..today was the best..i went to Ben's house..it was amazin..words cant even xplain..i love him soo much..half the time we were just cuddlin..just the way he was holdin me n touchin me...felt real good..just the way that he looks at me..i no its the real deal..just..i duno..he makes me happy..real happy..n today ( Read more... )

im so sick of this freakin crap!! i work my ass off n wat do i get for it? nothin..im the one in my junior yr of HS who is strugglin n wen asks for help from the rents..i get nothin..but my brother who is in 3rd grade n bombs out on sumthin..he gets to go out to dinner n stay up later..wen i pass somthin or get a good grade on sumthin..all i gets ( Read more... )

i am a horrible person..he's guna hate me wen he finds out...im so sry Ben..it wasn't my fault...i love u..i dont deserve u..im an awful person..how could ne1 love me? im so sry

so ya..today was the last day of spirit week..it got prolonged bcuz of some thing that was goin on at our school Saturday or sumthin..Monday was PJ day..Tuesday was Twin Day..me n Jaz rocked it out..lol..Wednesday was Sports Day..represented Damon..Thursday was Decade Day..i did absolutely nothing for that day..Friday was College Day..Monday was ( Read more... )

don't you just love it when you are honest with someone about something..and they turn around and twist your words around to make you sound like a bad guy? you know who you are..or at least you should..i thought we were over that stage and i thought you grew up..but apparently not if you're twisting the truth..but whatever..i know what i want and ( Read more... )