i officially have two-way text messaging on my phone..
so if you have it, be prepared to be annoyed by my new found love for text messages.
and please, dont hesitate to send me some love either.

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( this is a bunch of scattered randomness that i dont expect you to read )

seriously, it is the worst feeling in the world when you cant fall asleep. and you lay there for hours just closing your eyes and nothing is happening ( Read more... )

i have been trying to sleep for THREE hours now.. and i cant fall asleep...
what is wrong with me.

after doing minor research on the internet i found out why i like my target cough syrup so much... in fact, i cant believe that i didnt already know this.. makes me feel kinda stupid ( Read more... )

my mom and aunt talking upstairs at the kitchen table.. about me, and jason, and greg, and my life, and my school and my personality.. while i am in hearing distance.. how she doesnt understand this, and how i fucked up on this.. and how hes an asshole.. etcetc ( Read more... )

please tell me why my cousin is mad at mei want to replace my family.. except my mom and dad.. everyone else just fucking sucks ( Read more... )

please do this for me.. please.. if its all i ask.. 01: What is your first memory of me ( Read more... )

i wish that my boyfriend would buy a vibrating cock ring so i could exploit it to the entire world of livejournal while subliminally reiterating the fact that im a *tramp* that has ruined someones life.

ha.

ps. im on vacation next week.

pps. im so graduating + working with youth suicide prevention programs.