Okay, might as well post this here, too, since I'm not often of the updating persuasion. Sorry those of you who are also on my myspace blog ( Read more... )

stringing flowers like beads, it came to me: i am not this. doubt is not my path. emotions, flesh, even knowledge is transitory; so what really matters? i am gifted. i have something to offer. the universe spins me in surprising happy directions, and when i trust it is serendipitous and pure. i am grateful for all the mercy that has entered my life ( Read more... )

i want out

I'm writing in a tiny suburban deli outside of phili, stealing wireless from the yoga studio next door where I've been spending a lot of my time this past week. I may have to leave soon because the news is on here and it's depressing me - oh this is good, the announcer just asked newt gingrinch (sp?) what his bumper sticker would be if he had one, ( Read more... )

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Wow, it's been awhile. I've been entertaining thoughts of re-vamping my lj, like making some kind of announcement or disclaimer stating how things might be a bit different from now on, but actually I don't think that's necessary. I guess I've been wanting to be a bit more open and personal, but don't feel "allowed". But whatever ( Read more... )

I have so much to say, and I haven't been saying it. Am I afraid I won't be heard? Am I afraid it won't be good enough, it will come out wrong? Or perhaps I just don't have the energy? I have musical ideas, scholastic responses, artistic goals, letters to write, and personal issues to sort out, and all I can manage to do is my Hindi homework and ( Read more... )

Oh yes, now I remember. swept away by possibilities and balancing schedules and learning music in my dreams, hours of library should-ness. At least I'm acknowledging my neglected toes, singing lots, doing headstands successfully, and getting paid to drive myself nutty (not to mention my lab students! woo ( Read more... )

my birthday wish-list ( Read more... )