looking in the mirror who is she?

a desperate tear falls down her face

a pale decietful reflection stares back at her

pleasing everyone, yet a stranger to herself

broken on the inside, But untouched to the world

who is she?

hiding in the shadows of dispair

yearning for a place she wont fear

with hope of finding comfort in herself

true beauty hidden ( Read more... )

My life has been so confusing lately. So many people telling me what to do and how to deal with things. For once I wanted to do what was right, but now it feels so wrong. I never knew you could hurt someone that bad until it happened to me. I am not doing this out of revenge. As much as it is wrong it feels so right. I don't want to hear your ( Read more... )

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Tomorrow I'm leaving to go to Spain for 3 weeks and in a tiny tiny way I'm sad to be leaving my friends but I am so happy to be able to get away from a lot of shit. No drama for 3 weeks no caring about anything except my suntan. I get to leave behind all my worries and even though they all start back up the day I get home at least I get a break. ( Read more... )

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Sometimes you can have fun, and sometimes you regret things you do, and sometimes you just don't know why it is you do certain things. I hate it when people think that they have you all figured out and know who you are. I don't know if it is possible for someone to know who you really are. I think only one person can determine what is right and ( Read more... )

6 days until my Birthday.... ohh how exciting. life is way to weird there are just so many things I don't understand. So many people I don't understand. I don't understand why it is so hard to tell someone how you feel and have them understand. I don't understand why people make things so difficult to understand. Why cant we understand how to

Wonderful evening. Woke up went to breakfast with a friend then got some coffee(as usual) then went home some friends came over. Picked up Ligeti, went to go see a movie and he forgot his wallet so we went to Chris' house and ended up swimming and hanging out with his mom. When I returned home this wonderful evening I was welcomed home with a kick ( Read more... )

Today was my last full day of school for a few short months! Im so happy to get out of there i'm so tired of some of the stuck up people i have to pretend to be nice to, because im nice like that. I have been up all night studying and cant wait for exams to be over! I get out at 10:30 everyday so that should be nice and relaxing. It will give me a ( Read more... )

Everything that I thought was going "Good" really is not all that good. I'm beginning to feel real lonely and its super hard to get over all this. I want to have fun and forget about everything but it always gets turned around and something makes me thing about life and how shitty it is right now. I wish that it would just all go away and I could ( Read more... )