I'm done with this. Yes, it's fun sometimes. Yes, for a while I loved it. But I'm so sick of it. It's not worth the hell it puts me through sometimes. But it isn't going away. I pretend to be so confident. I wish I really could be.

And I wish I knew how to stop. Really, I do. It's harder than people think.

This week has not been a good one.

This ( Read more... )

I  hate everything. And I hate hating everything.

Just can't win, can I?

 I'm bored again. Obviously. Why would I be posting here if i wasn't? :P And somehow I managed to get crumbs allllllll over and down the front of my leotard?? Wtfmylife?

Midterms drained me so much. I'm exhausted. Surprisingly I did pretty well on all of them, though. But, of course I only got a 93 in chorus, which is the only one I really cared ( Read more... )

I am currently avoiding writing my lit essay/letter thingy. I really hate that class. I wish I'd done the university program so i could've dropped it. Thank god we have subs like every other day. [i started singing Blue Wind when i typed that. :D ( Read more... )

back to my home I dare not go. For if i do, my mother will say, did you ever see a goose kissing a moose? Down by the bay...
good song.

Okay, so this is actually Nikki this time. I think i'm starting to get the hang of this livejournal thing. My cousin made me one a few years ago. I used it like twice and forgot about it.

It sucks to be back in ( Read more... )

 I love Lauren for making me this wicked sweet Livejournal.  She's awesome and my bff and I love her.:]

[just kidding.  Hi, Nikki!

-love,
                  Laurennnnnnnnnnnnnnn]