i found out today that one of my good friends family is part of the mexican mafia and she wants me to meet them this week.
she said that they will like me and i will always have protection.
sounds nice because i know that if somebody doesn't stop me i'll (try) and beat the shit out of adam reast.
he's such a cock smoker.
this world would be so ( Read more... )

i seriously need to lose some fucking weight.
jesus.

oh. and fuck you mrs. garza.....the only REAL difference between me and Marshall Miller..is that i dont suck your dick.
constantly.

(this story is going somewhere i promise)
In the 9th grade my dad bought me this really snazzy camera. I really liked that camera A bunch cause it had this pull out screen and i made videos on it...and it was cool. But i accidentally lost it on the bus in 9th grade. And i was really bummed! I asked the bus driver if he had seen it and nope. It was ( Read more... )

crimin and dealin with B.
meeting some badass kids at work
laughing at romeos jokes
eating delicious food at my work

i'd have to say today was most productive.

i started my spring break waking up and going to work at 9 o clock sharp.
I'm not a bum anymore! I have more talents then only smoking pot gracefully.
i need to lose weight because im fat. not ph fat. just fat with a "F"
yesterday me and baby Binks rode our bikes to Sharyland. just cuz


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Ethan was down this weekend!
i can't get enough of his amazing soul.

Lately i've been get nervous about the future.
I keep waking up in the middle of the night with tears down my face
i keep staring at myself in the mirror trying to figure out if i even have a future
which is lame because i know i do.
but it seems so hard to see.
My parents are planning on leaving to washington D.c  this september and they expect me to ( Read more... )

i drove to Brownsville to see Ethan this weekend...i woke up Sunday morning to this:

a lot has changed.
and i hate it.
it scares me.
i'm glad i have them to keep me going

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i keep waking up.
And i want to stop
stop all this madness.
but i can't.
seems i'm just stuck looking around.
at my sister.
her fucking up her life
having my mom scream at me because my sister is not around
to scream at.
having my parents fight constantly over  the exact same thing.
over
and
over.
like a fucked up record player.
i'm extremely bitter towards ( Read more... )