ive never wondered about someone so much in my life. its a good feeling, i think. but i'm going to put off learning about him. assuming hed ever let me. but geez. i dont know ( Read more... )

hellllo. well school has started and i already feel overwhelmed! i only work part time but i guess since i live at the beach now it seems like a lot more with driving. i had a super busy week and then finally when it ended, my car broke! i dont need a new car but i am looking at a few to buy in the future, since the only bill i pay is ( Read more... )

richmond was fun. it made me miss it a whole lot. hopefully i will be back up there a lot this year to visit. veronica and i got a chance to catch up and plan where we wanted to go. we decided on vienna, turin, amsterdam, and london. i am so excited ( Read more... )

i'm so tired but i dont feel like sleeping. tomorrow i am visiting richmond. i havent been there since i left for school last year.
i need to start this long process of getting my passport. since i got mine before i was sixteen, i'm not able to just renew it. i'm a little frusterated by that rule.
ugggh im gonna go read.

life has changed a lot in the past month or so. i moved back to the beach. work is still the same, but can get frusterating very easily. yesterday i got $10 off my oil change for having pretty toes. even though i have a gimp one from falling down the other night. i just got home, and i cant decide if i should go back to sleep or not. i'm not ( Read more... )

and happiness is just a dream or so it seems
its something that i can never see
and i just want to lay my head in your arms
and bleed awhile

sunshine go away i don't want to play
come back again some other day
when ive got something beautiful to say
and stay awhile

6/4/06 news ( Read more... )

not much is going on lately. worked all weekend. it sucked but whatever, money is cool. josh and i are broken up. school needs to be over. got two tickets to mogwai in dc. got drunk off half a bottle of smirnoff. got tuesday and thursday off. but i could really use a backrub.

when i got home i was alone. i counted stars on the ceiling. i fell in love with that feeling.

ive got this god damned paper to write and i just cant seem to get past page 1. josh and i have been fighting every day and i dont know what to do. i cant seem to make conversation with my old friends, and i just want to go to belgium and chill. i ran out of gas the other day when my gauge said i had half a tank. and that pretty much sums up ( Read more... )