This saturday, kyle, josh and i are going to look at apartments. My scheduale for the day is as follows ( Read more... )

This weekend would have been really great ( Read more... )

Saturday gave me that good feeling. Kyle and i went out for a drive to "cool off" and get drinks. We went to stop and shop and bought a coconut because ive never tried one before. I decided that they are the wierdest things ever and people should not eat them. We took turns smashing it with a hammer. I didnt like how it tasted ( Read more... )

I feel like no one likes me ( Read more... )

This morning i passed out in the hallway by my kitchen. My dad didnt say anything to me, so i think he knows what i did last night ( Read more... )

Im not happy yet

THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR( things you can't live without ( Read more... )

nothing is good. nothing is good. nothing is good. nothing is ever good.
The good things are not good.
The bad things are worse.
I want to smile and actually mean it.

I love my boyfriend right now. Its like some surge of affection just ran through my body. I miss him so much. I seriously think i would be happy if i saw him everyday. I want to put my life in fast forward. I have decided that we are goign to have a dog (a pink poodle, duh), but i havent made a decision on the name yet ( Read more... )

1-19-04- im editing this again ( Read more... )