I'm here again... which is best I think.

I found out why I'm feeling sick. I can't face Ed-... him... I can't face him anymore.

I'm pregnant.

I can't be home.... This...

I've been... sick lately. And Edward...

I can't look at him, I can't think straight.

This isn't right....

[[ooc: I'm bringing Bella back, or trying to anyways. I think I've come up with a reason for her absence.]]

Bella shall be a lamb.

Once, Edwad said 'And so, the lion fell in love with the lamb...'. Therefore, she'll literally be a lamb. ^^ That'll drive her crazy!

I started reading a book. Asked the room for something good. Know what it gave me? Anna Karenina by Tolstoy, English translation. Its full of scandals and politics and all sorts of things ( Read more... )

I've calmed down now. Things have been sorted out and such.

Actually, through my mini-rant I met one of the Roxas', the one from earth. Nice guy.

And Matt's teaching me how to make things less easy to read. I need it.

Otherwise, I feel good. Anyone want to do something fun?

Someone teach me how to make things unhackable!

But, to the point of this journal...

AXEL, DON'T YOU EVER COME NEAR ME AGAIN! GOT THAT?

It looked interesting....


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I think the effects of the spell are wearing off now. I don't feel as confused anymore. Thank god.

You have got to be freakin kidding me!

I'm not doing the meme unless it requires little to no work. I'm just lazy like that.

In other news... I'm going to try and make things work with Jacob.... I'm still so very conflicted and desperately confused, but I love Jacob. I truly love him

Edward... would you hate me if you knew?

[[ooc: strike is hackable cause Bella fails at hacker- ( Read more... )