Some days i just don't know what to think. There are so many things i want right now. So many things i miss. So many things i shouldn't miss, but i do. I could sleep forever, but i think i'm afraid of going to bed. Afraid of dreams where i'm beaten half to death. AH it happened the other night. It was so terrible ( Read more... )

I've finally resorted to taking pictures of myself and tossing them into photoshop. Urghh i don't like what my boredom becomes sometimes... when it doesn't become art, that is ( Read more... )

I'm home. It's hot. I've been trying unpack but I've been constantly getting distracted by things like buying new headphones and making real food. I'd love to dig out the canvases I brought home and do some painting, but there really isn't any room yet ( Read more... )

I should be studying...

Can't... study..... urghhh

I have decided that at any one time I should have at least 5 things planned... that way there will be several backups and no way to possibly end up doing nothing because things got changed/went wrong/broke down ( Read more... )

Everyone's lives are more interesting than mine...

BUT

I made art today :) Even when I didn't think I would

*happy siiiiigh*

This morning's drawing class drained my mind of everything relating to my physical life, but it also made me reach a devastating conclusion about myself as an artist. It disappoints me to realize how I must be in a classroom setting to actually begin to think abstractly, to question life from an artist's point of view. I feel as if I should already ( Read more... )

Sketchbooks and dark chocolate

Packages from home

Upbeat music and nobody around

Smiling from the memories
of something I shouldn't think about.

Oh weekend, you so silly :)

Death Cab for Cutie saves my soul sometimes ( Read more... )

I want to download new music ( Read more... )