Fic: Unthinkable (Reaction to 4x04)

[heartsasmagnets]

Media: Fic
Title: Unthinkable
Rating: PG
Word Count: 606
Spoilers: Through 4x04
Summary: On the flight to NYC, Blaine works through all his guilt and anxiety.
Note: I was just devastated by 4x04 and I had to get into Blaine’s head and understand the emotional turmoil he went through before arriving in NYC.

Blaine cries through the whole flight to New York

Comments

[imshort123]

This was so good and captured Blaine's voice perfectly.

[cherry_akira]

A perfect scene the writers didn't bother to capture! Thank you for the "deleted scene" *calls up Fox to ask if they could take you under their wing* lol

[heartsasmagnets]

Please feel free to call Fox on my behalf! ;) I'd do my best to make Glee a better show.

[mytay]

Probably the best thing about this, for me, was this: "The regret was immediate and the fulfillment non-existent. It was wrong, it was just so wrong. Eli was cute and funny and there - but fuck - he wasn’t Kurt. His touches had no emotion to support them and his words were hollow shells." That, and when he reflected on the fact that he couldn't take back what he shared with a stranger - what had previously only been between him and Kurt. I think you hit everything about Blaine and this horrible situation just right on the head - the emptiness in the cheating itself, the instant regret and horror, and above all knowing there was no way to fix it. In my mind, this is exactly what passed through our poor Blaine's head, and I thank you for writing it :)

[werewolfsfan]

Thank you. Oddly, your excellently realized look into Blaine's mind and heart helps.

[heartsasmagnets]

I'm glad. Providing the emotional foundation and back-story to support this (seemingly) somewhat out of character moment, was very much my intent.

[vanessawolfie]

Love.