I dont get why I can't stand up for what I believe in. I mean I can sometimes but then its like I just give in. I'm so sick of that and I'm not going to do it anymore. I'm sick of being treated like shit all the time b/c I'm fucking nice or wimpy or something I dont know but fuck that. I'll stick with the people who actually treat me like a ( Read more... )

I Graduate today!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO excited!!! kristies mad at me...whats new, so I'm probaly not even gonna go to any graduation parties b/c I dont feel like dealing with it...I guess Ill just hang out with the beyotchs if they want to, I hope they'll drink with me haha. anyways, I hung out with Josh and Will last night, it was fun, I act like ( Read more... )

All the central people are out, well the seniors, it sucks i wish we were out. I have senoritis sooooooooo bad, i wish i could just miss the rest of school. Colt and me have been fighting about stupid stuff lately, we said were gonna stop though b/c i hate fighting, i only fight with people i care about a lot, b/c if i dont care about you a lot, ( Read more... )

I had a bad day today...Pat gave me a wedgie in front of a HUGE group of people in cluding will, i mean no one wants their ex crush to see them with a wedgie...that sucked really bad. I dont usually get embarrassed that easily but when I do it haunts me...it really made me realize how lucky I feel that I dont go out with a stupid high school guy, I ( Read more... )

My soulmates love tells the sun to rise with each new day ( Read more... )

This weekend kind of sucked, but oh well, I was sooooooooo tired yesterday, I slept from 3 to 11 and then 12 until 615. Thats a LOT of sleep. I can't wait to graduate, only 3 weeks, May 27th, that will be a good day. I hope I see Will and Josh and a few other people after graduation it would be really sad if I didnt. Colt's at work right now and ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me

I've seen A lot like love 3 times now haha, but its soooooooooooooooooo good!!!! I dont know why its just so sweet. anyways, I'm started and I'm happy haha, I always think I'm pregnant, its like a nervous feeling in my stomach, and I know I shouldnt have sex then but I will be scared like that until I am like 30 and actually want to have kids so ( Read more... )

I'm sad. I'm sorry I cant be good enough.

yoyoyo, I just watched the OC and it made me mad haha. I get SO into that show. I've been thinking about graduation alot and listening to all the graduation songs, and I'm like so ready to leave, but I am gonna miss highschool a lot. But I know things will be better in college, more fun I geuss...but it seems like I've already done everything ( Read more... )