i didn't go to the show last night, like i had planned to.
probably blew anyways.

hung out with "the fredster" aka fredrick brouchard the third..
he's french.

hehe....
he's..let's just say..

spectacular.

i would like to say:

don't change just because you think it's cool.

that is not who you are.

he does not love you.

i'm making this entry public on purpose ok..yeah ( Read more... )

oh oh oh life is good when you're me. haha. you all SUCK.

I PIERCED JUAN'S EAR YESTERDAY! phew it took a lot of effort cuz that boy would not stay still ( Read more... )

i am FUCKING depressed and right now i don't care who knows about it.
i'm just so damn lonely..and afraid of..things.

i guess i'm waiting for some life altering event that's just NOT going to happen.

maybe this is how it's going to always be.

i messed up.

sorry guys. friends cut.

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i got the deadsy c.d. last night.

check out my coolio journal layout and whatnot.

..things i hate ( Read more... )