"In a way, Alexander had become tired of seeing himself in the mirror 24/7, nothing but skin and bones, dancing to the same song at least 30 times in one night. He knew he was good, he knew he had what it took to become an idol, to be noticed."
They all knew it was never going to be easy.
Alexander was first to realise this, he saw it straight away.
He hated seeing his members pouring their hearts out during rehearsals, putting their all into performances and then keeping themselves awake just to greet a few fans, all for nothing.
In a way, Alexander had become tired of seeing himself in the mirror 24/7, nothing but skin and bones, dancing to the same song at least 30 times in one night.
He knew he was good, he knew he had what it took to become an idol, to be noticed.
He had always put the other members before himself, like a good person would, however, lately he had begun to notice just how frail he was.
He noticed it all in one night.
A phone call to his mum at 3:00 in the morning, trembling bony fingers shakily tapping numbers into his phone.
The call was fast, just a few simple murmurs of "this is for you mum" and "I want to make you proud" then a simple "I love you" before he hung up, tears engulfing him, music still playing.
He sat sprawled out, weak and tired in the dance room, he let himself rock back and forth against the wall before drifting off to sleep, probably the only rest he would allow himself in the run up to the hectic week he faced ,but he wouldn't give up, no.
He knows that somewhere in the future, there is a place for him, there will be a time when the hard efforts of seven members will be recognized
Basically I wrote this after watching a few U-KISS shows etc...
I really do feel for these guys, they may not be the most popular group out there yet, but their time will come ♥