The start, beginning and end|OnKey|PG

Jul 01, 2010 21:24

He looks accomplished, as if he's the only one you trust, as if you've just allowed him into your overly complicated world.
He kicks his way through the mess you've made and sits down beside you, within two minutes, his arm is attached to your waist and he's cooing in your ear telling you "its going to be okay" and that "he's here now."


The Start

You sit at the edge of your bed, kneecaps digging into your chest.
A single tear turns into a flood.
You clench your fists so hard you feel as if they are going to disintegrate.
You swear your turning insane, psycho, mental.
It's all a blur, the door slamming, glass smashing against the wall then breaking into the smallest pieces, the shouts and screams coming from the other room.
You feel a rush of ecstasy when you know the door is locked and you can do what you like.
Your brain is battered and tired but you feel giddy and awake.
Your not quite sure what your doing now, you feel okay for a moment, just a moment, then you remember the situation your in and you begin to cry again.

The middle.

It's been at least an hour since the whole drama started, you sit there patiently and aside from the throbbing headache you have, your feeling quite okay.
You hear a gentle knock at the door, it's none other than Kibum.
You watch on as Kibum slips one hand through a crack in the door, then a foot, then his head pops through, his eyes search around the room making sure it's safe for entering.
You motion for him to come into the room and he smiles, teeth gleaming, his attempt at making you feel at ease is showing.
He looks accomplished, as if he's the only one you trust, as if you've just allowed him into your overly complicated world.
He kicks his way through the mess you've made and sits down beside you, within two minutes, his arm is attached to your waist and he's cooing in your ear telling you "its going to be okay" and that "he's here now."

"I heard everything and your not to blame" he reassures you.
You bite your lip reminiscing what had happened earlier, your manager had came home in a bad mood and decided to take it out on you, you remember the look on his face, he was angry, raging, you were alone, everyone else had activities planned.
He apologized to you, told you he was sorry but it was too much to take and now an hour later, here you are.

Kibum runs through it all again though, despite that fact you just want to forget it all.
You apologize to him, unsure why but you do it anyway.
His reaction is expected, he practically pulls you onto his lap, telling you that you have nothing to be sorry for, you turn your head to the side, unsure of why Kibum is being so nice to you but it isn't long before hes tugging at your hair telling you to look him in the eyes, so you do.

He tells you he's proud of you, you've achieved so much and all the rest.
It's now you realize just how deep his eyes are, how elegantly shaped they are.
You lean in, as does he.
You don't kiss but your lips do touch, your noses bump together, foreheads clash and your eyes close, you stay like this for what seems like ages.
He makes you feel loved again.

The End.

There needn't be an ending because as long as Jinki has Kibum beside him, every day is a new beginning.

Hello (:
This is kind of an odd story because I was upset yesterday hence the angst at the beginning but today I'm better hence the happy-ish ending ♥
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