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Jan 01, 2010 20:51

"He formed a somewhat wonderful friendship with Jinki, little could he see that this friendship was blooming into a relationship and a beautiful one at that.
Jinki felt it, he knew his feelings for Kibum were strong and no matter how hard he fought them, they were real."


Kibum stood there, smack bang in the centre of the stage, he had accepted his award for his win in his schools annual spell-a-thon.
Sniggers and sighs filled the school hall, everyone expecting him to speak.
"I don't know what to say" he mumbled, thinking of an excuse to leave, waiting for the eery silence to follow.
Kibum had dreams, big dreams in the shape of stardom.
He had never been one to fit in, no matter how hard he tried.
Never one to be named prom king
Never ever the one to be seen with a girl
Always the one to be laughed at, picked on, bullied.
He fixed his bottle top glasses into place and began to step forward amidst the laughing crowd when he felt a warm hand on his shoulder, he turned round to see a grinning smile on a very handsome face.
He found out later this boy was called Jinki, another teen with the same dreams as him.
He formed a somewhat wonderful friendship with Jinki, little could he see that this friendship was blooming into a relationship and a beautiful one at that.
Jinki felt it, he knew his feelings for Kibum were strong and no matter how hard he fought them, they were real.
The confession of the relationship was awkward, two teenagers both dreaming of stardom all the while still growing up were in love and they wanted each other to know.
One night as they sat watching a movie together, Jinki had an urge to spill his feelings.
Taking Kibum's hands into his own, he sighed and began to tremble uncontrollably, unsure if it was the skin on skin or the fact he was nervous,
"I want you to know something" he sighed.
The look in Kibum's eyes said it all for Jinki, Kibum didn't need to hear it, he already felt the same.
The first kiss was even more awkward, they sat alone in Kibums house, on his bed, being careful not to get caught by his parents. Jinki made the first move, leaning forward just slightly and pecking the younger boy on the lips lightly, he stood up embarrassed only to be shoved back down, he looked up to see Kibum on top of him, unsure what to do next.
A kiss turned into making out and soon all sensibility was forgotten, Jinki groaned as Kibum tugged on his zipper in an attempt to pull his trousers down, they just wouldn't budge, Kibum sighed hard and sat down on the bed,
"I'm sorry, I'm just so nervous" he whispered not even attempting to hide his disappointment, Jinki sat up "It's okay, it's my first time too" he smiled, leaning his head on the young boy's shoulder, he was trying to act like the tough one in their relationship whilst deep inside, he was just as nervous, possibly even more so.
Kibum pushed him back on to the bed slowly, climbing on top of him when out of nowhere his mum burst in.
Jinki didn't speak to Kibum after that.
Days turned into months and months soon turned into years, it had been so long since Jinki had bid farewell to Kibum and left Daegu to pursue his own dreams.
They met again when Kibum passed an audition for a new group under SM Entertainment.
Jinki had passed the same audition and they became bandmates.
Over a year had passed and their new group SHINee were doing fantastic the fivesome were already on to their 3rd album and gaining fans by the second.
Kibum had a friend in Jonghyun and Jinki became the leader.
Kibum was nothing but a blown out flame in Jinki's candle.
New year came along fast and as a treat for the hardworking members, SHINee's manager cleared their schedule to let them celebrate New Years together.
As the countdown started, the SHINee boys stood together outside waiting for the fireworks to begin, Kibum stood beside Minho and JongHyun shivering.
As the year of 2009 came down to it's final seconds Jinki grasped Kibums hand pulling him away from the others, he pinned him to the wall before whispering "I don't want to start yet another year without waking up next to you in the morning" and before Kibum could reply the fireworks began and suddenly it was 2010
"Happy new year" Jinki whispered wrapping his arms around Kibum, kissing him needy and tenderly.
His new year was already off to a wonderful new start.

Happy new year :) 
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