I need to stop obsessing over why he hasn't called. It's been over a week. Why can't we just be friends?

I went to Portland City Grill with my mom last night for our weekly Girl's Night Out. Normally we go to a restaurant and eat a lot and have maybe a margarita or two, but last night we decided to drink our dinner, and interrupt the consumption of alcohol with appetizers every so often. It was fun, but I got much more intoxicated than I would have ( Read more... )

It was good seeing old friends tonight. I'd forgotten how relaxing it can be to be around people that have known me for better or worse through the years. I think that's really the only part of high school I miss: the comfort. It's so difficult staying in contact with friends during the year when everyone is off in their own region doing their own ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure how I did on my exam. I pretty much studied as much as I could this weekend, but I couldn't focus during the test. My mind kept wandering to what Matt said today, and it really made me think. What do I want? I hate broad, open-ended questions because then I really, truly have to come to the conclusion on m own ( Read more... )

I've been studying for the last 4 hours, and I don't think I can stand to look at another flashcard, write another practice essay, or hi-lite another passage in my book. And yet, as confident as I feel, I know it's still not enough for this reprehensible exam on Tuesday. I wish I didn't have to watch the boys this week, and I wish that there wasn't ( Read more... )

I just got home from date number two, and it's a good thing it went so stupendously well, otherwise I'd probably scream after today. It ranks pretty high up on the Terrible Day list ( Read more... )

I'm torn between wanting to rewind my life and relive my childhood, or fast forward to when I'm a successful surgeon (I hope). As much as I love the whole learning process, I'm not sure how much longer I can function living my life the way I am. I have to work so much to be able to pay my bills, and I have to study constantly to keep my gpa, which ( Read more... )

I'm going on a date with Matt Wednesday after Harry's t-ball game. I'm even more nervous than I was last time because of everything that happened a few weeks ago. He says he's doing a lot better now, and I trust him, so hopefully things will go smoothly. We both agreed to take things super slow considering neither of is ready to jump back into a ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at 6:15, afraid that I had overslept and was late to the Williams house. When I realized I still had an hour and fifteen minutes until I had to leave, I crawled back under the covers, turned my alarm on extra loud, and fell asleep. Unfortunately, my alarm didn't go off, and I woke up at 7:55, 10 minutes after I was supposed ( Read more... )