i have been pretty busy and dare i say happy ( Read more... )

often, i'm asked why i've remained in panama city for so long. i DO have friends all over the place, i DO have a good job that i could easily land in a bigger city, and i DO have big plans. many people believe i'll become stagnant, uncultured, if i continue to try and love life here ( Read more... )

it's hard to give up on shit. every time i think i'm finding stability in the secure things like school and staying in one place for awhile, i find a glimmer of something. a good friend every once in awhile, lots of flavored vodka, love for my creativity so big it hurts my heart, spending time with a boy who is changing my perceptions on things for ( Read more... )

when i wake up, a lot of things will change and i'm not sure how i feel about that. i'm exhausted and restless, even a little hopeless!

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still at an overpass view looking out at the lights, still on an airplane, and i'm starting to cry ( Read more... )

i am sick, sad, sappy, and..fuck!

i have been thinking about june 24th a lot recently, i suppose it's natural. i'm keeping sane, but it's just a little hard to look back on.


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I see so much of myself in you ( Read more... )

so, i cleaned out the trunk of my car today. i found the following things ( Read more... )

i am excited, but nervous about ft.lauderdale. i know this has potential to change a lot of things.