I haven't written in here in a little while. so i thouht i would update. uhm...not too much has been going on. just hangin' out i suppose. not really much to do in Redding. we are over populated by hicks and assholes. oh well. i guess i'll servive. and since i'm going to SanFran for school pretty soon it's not that bad. the sad thing is i'm ( Read more... )

wow...it's been quite awhile since i have written in this thing. but....to tell you the truth. it's not that i've been busy. it's just that i don't care too much about anything anymore. just...living another day. even though it seems to never be worth anything ( Read more... )

i'm really really bored right now. and i really wanna make out with someone....someone by the name of Courtney though. which isn't good. she is just a really good kisser. i just really have to get over her already. i mean there is no point in my loving her still. she doesnt feel for me at all anymore. so fuck it right?. i just wish i could make out ( Read more... )

i'm not doin too much tonight. i just got off from work at like 8:00. actually it was like 8:11 because i lost track of time. haha my bad. oh well :;shrugs:: uhm..i miss my friend Jeny like mad right now. oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! i love you sweet cheeks :;mwah:: uhm..i'm rather depressed right now. i just wish that Courtney could feel the way i do. i ( Read more... )

uhm so yeh i went and got my job back and Taco Bell tonight. i needed a job. i have to go now though. i work at 8 andi have to pick up my cousin from work. so i will write more when i get another chance to.

I can’t call you a friend, cause when you left me here ( Read more... )

I can’t call you a friend, cause when you left me here ( Read more... )

wow..where to begin. well...last night i went over to Courtney and jennies house and i got really really really stoned with Courtney and my cousin Heather at like 1:00 in the am. well that was not the best idea i suppose. because i ended up smoking too much or something. because i started trippin' out really bad. and i know it sounds funny cuz ( Read more... )

not much happened today. i had to take Joey back to the airport. which really saddened me. it wouldnt have been so bad if she hadn't of been so happy to leave me. so that wasn't all that fun. but she is still my best friend. i just wish she knew how much i do need her around. and how much i really do love her. but fuck love. cuz love only gets you ( Read more... )

It's been quite awhile since i have written in here. i dont think anyone really reads this though. so i dont think anyone cares if i dont update. i kow i don't mind it too much. hah. A lot has happened since the last time i wrote. too much to even recall. and most of it, well most of it i just want to forget ( Read more... )