Hello to the very few peeps who read my lj. Is it possible to hate yourself? Cause i do right now. Im so stupid. Oh well. who cares. Im just i dunno just different. Different in many ways. Why i do not know i just am. Pick a word to describe me and all you will come up with is different. Different is a bad thing. I AM ( Read more... )

There is a guy at my school who talks to me all the time. I know *big suprise* hehe. Anyway I just listen to him cause i mean he talks to me all the time and i do not want to be rude and tell him to go away so i just listen to him and he just talks ALL the time. Yea and i think you get the point. But another guy came up and said "why dont you ( Read more... )

Oh you should have been at my house yesterday. It was a mad house. Wow. I was just so mad at everybody. I just feel like going somewhere far away for a long while just to get away from my family. Not forever but just for a while. Maybe Canada or Mexico no, china. hehe. I have a twin set in my family a boy and girl. My brother has a ( Read more... )

I am really mad right now at myself mostly. I have just taken my federal constituion and i did pass but i got a D on it. I am so mad. Since i was sick on monday i did not know there was going to be a test anyway and then i come to school and my government teacher tells me that the whole class has to take test wheter they want to or not. So, i ( Read more... )

People think they know me. Well i hate to say this but they dont. A lot of people have no idea about me and my life. For three reasons: I dont have very many people i talk to. The people i do talk to i do not express my feelings i keep them bottled inside me and do not express myself. And last i just dont want to look like i am a person who is ( Read more... )

Yesterday i stayed up all night doing a research paper just to know that i have to do another one tonight in english. Oh well. I watched the last of Radio in my Orientation to Health Occupation Class. I did not get to watch the beging or middle but the ending was good. A boy told me today that he liked my outfit which was really strange cause ( Read more... )

hey. Yesterday i went to agape. It was ok i guess. Last year was much better. I liked berry they were awesome. I also liked this band with a p name and i forgot what there name was but they were awesome and i also like losers luck. I was really sick last night *cough* i woke up with a really bad fever. I had to drink water and sit in front ( Read more... )