tired. he stood in line at the grocery store. a bottle of wine and nothing more. an empty apartment to go home to. it'd been that way since nineteen seventy-two. a line on his face for every year she'd missed. a scar on his arm for every time he tried to follow her. a tear in his eye for every day gone by. going home to no one and still you could ( Read more... )

Ok so i forgot to update for one day...shoot me in the face! So lets see...thursday ( Read more... )

All my hopes and all of my dreams EVERYTHING falling in between Seems to me that the memories (They) mean more to you than they do to me. Through the sky and into your eyes. And I see everything falling in between Sew the lips right into your smile. I'm ok with faking this, I'll fake EVERYTHING just to slip your kiss. If I'm a writer, and I'm a ( Read more... )

You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor...

THIS TIME IN SILENCE...THIS TIME I WIN...

Haha I WIN THIS TIME IN SILENCE

FORGET MY NAME

I WIN
THIS TIME IN SILENCE THIS TIME I WIN
THIS TIME IN SILENCE THIS TIME I WIN
FORGET MY NAME...

god that line is so fucking beautiful. i fucking love it.

-x-

"baby the bloods already been spilt... and no amount of crying can wash the red from your guilty hands... But what if I promised to hold on long enough to suffer ( Read more... )

"listen to the world outside pressing. Are you ready on my mind ( Read more... )

tonight has been an emotional roller coaster. at least now i know that everyone is safe. i won't discuss what happened with people because thats their business, but i will say that i am very happy stephany decided to call me, and i'm very happy i got to hear her voice. I would not have slept if she hadn't called me. a big thank you to her mommy. I ( Read more... )

i just can't take this anymore. why wont either one of you pick up? i need to hear a voice. a whisper even. please don't take this from me...

-x-

So i'm sitting in class and stephany calls me and leaves me a goodmorning message, like she said she would. So then I go to lunch, and i call them and i'm like "so where are you guys?" "uhh we're in riverbank" "WHAT!?!" (because i knew they didn't have a ride) "uhh yah, we walked here." "WHAT THE FUCK!?" ok now you have to understand that Ripon is ( Read more... )

i was right about cuddlexcore. i felt hell of bad though that Erika had to miss out, because she felt out of place, but i can say i tried to get her to come join us. Uhm, so Erika is the biggest sweetheart, she came all the way out to Ripon to pick us up, and she's taking Sara and Stephany home there. Thats no small drive. So haha Salina is the ( Read more... )