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[hearttothecore]

I want to feel better, I want to not be in a bad mood. I think I could sleep forever, even though I already have. The depression is setting in again. It's being here, I know it is, there's nothing to do so I just think about things, about how everything is nothing. Overall I'm insignificant, and the insignifigance is what's killing me. And

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[amiatowel]

I'm in the same situation. I feel like an insignificant waste of paint. I hit a pretty low point last night, but I've been reading a lot, and without anything to do, my mind is less cluttered, and God has been speaking to me more than he ever has. So don't let yourself get too discouraged. You will feel good again.

[hearttothecore]

thank you.

[staygoldforever]

why you not back here yet?

[hearttothecore]

'cause I've never drove on the friggin' interstate so I can't take myself. And what's there for me when I get there anyway? living in someone elses house where I don't want to be with a woman that thinks she has to be "responsible" for me, and i get to be stuck there all the time like I am here because i don't have any friggin' money 'cause jobs just don't exist.

(sorry, it's not your fault)