So while I'm actually having a good day - I'll post who I'm thankful for. (I'd also post what I'm thankful for, but seeing as I have to get up early black Friday for work, I really need the sleep ( Read more... )

Ok, ok . . .

. . . when I get home from dinner, I'll do the whole "Thankful list of shout-outs" . . .

. . . cause when I think about it - I can find some things to be thankful about.

(I'd post now - but it's time to leave for dinner - and I love you all, but I'm hungry!! Yum!!)

I'm gonna buck the trend and not give a sappy list of what I'm thankful for ( Read more... )

Is that the answer to my question?

Or am I just reading to much into things?

But if that's the answer . . . then what's the use.

I'm so confused.

(And cryptic)

Lord God,
Make the memories go away.
Take the things that were said and remove them from my mind.
Remove the pain.
Heal me.

Break my heart to You and You alone.

Change me.

Amen

Ok God . . .

Can you just tell me when it's going to stop hurting?

When will I be able to look at pictures and not cry?

Or find cards and letters and not feel hurt?

When is it going to stop feeling like my heart has been broken?

Ok . . . I lied - it's 136 miles or 2 hours and 36 minutes . . . or so says mapquest.

In other news - I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Hugs and prayers to all my girls!

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I really like this and thought I'd share . . .
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