Seeme to me that one of the most important things in my life used to be music.

Now it is only in the faded background of my other car noises.

I miss loving music.

I must have traded it for a baby and cooking? I don't know.

I need to get it back.

To say that things have been awkward around our house would be an understatement ( Read more... )

Inadvertently discovered Methadone in my James' room today.

So now we have to evict him.

Should be an interesting start of the month in June.

I have been working two full-time jobs for the past week. I will continue to do so for the two weeks which follow. After this I will have at least a few days of rest before resuming one of the jobs full-time ( Read more... )

So, a few weeks ago some little jerk stole money from my purse. True story ( Read more... )

I finally got to talk to my ex wife the other night. I had the tremendous opportunity to unload all of the years of repressed anger that I have towards her and I didn't even do it. Instead I listened to her side of whatever the hell she has determined is going on with us. I followed that up with overvalidating her sentiments ( Read more... )

Well, it happened. I blinked and I was suddenly thirty ( Read more... )

Officially cancelled any party plans last night.

Fucking depressing night, too. And not just for that. Life in general is a big pile of crap right now.

At least I still have Gavin and Kyle.

Looks like we are staying in Phx now and just going up to Prescott on Saturday to see my mom for Easter.

Happy 30th.. yeee.. haw.

Doesn't it drive you crazy when you work your ass off, neglect all that you value in life, only to get shat on repeatedly by your work?

Yeah. Totally.

Thanks, job, for reminding me that I'm wasting time by treading sewage water.

OUT.

I am pretty fucking hurt and pissed that NONE OF MY FRIENDS can even make an attempt at coming to my birthday this year ( Read more... )