i think im comin back to this journal shit. ive been grounded, and it sucks.. but i think im off monday, even tho i got caught lieing today so i could go out. but it was worth it cuz now me and nick are officially "going out", yes im happy ( Read more... )

its been a long time ( Read more... )

wow everythings all messed up at home ( Read more... )

im going on a cruise in about 2 months. Shantel might be coming with me. fuckin PARTY! :)

im grounded. i wanna hit something or someone..i dont give a fuck. this weekend was supposed to be awesome..im not working friday or saturday night but now im grounded, just kill me now. and I MISS NICK SO FUCKIN MUCH! i didnt get to see him yesterday..cuz i was late to pick him up and he went back for me but i was too stupid to stick around and ( Read more... )

the past days have been bomb.. jus everything. i realize how much i really do love Nick and James. those are my fuckin boys. they are down for anythin and are fuckin tru to me! thats wut i need..my fuckin homies :0) i love em so much..i truly love them, its so awesome. i dont even kno wut to sey. i dont hate jimmy! yeh .. weird huh? lol I took my ( Read more... )

it was the best day of our lives wenesday..a day to def remember
then this thursday has to be one of the worst..a day i would like to kill.

ill write more later.

work sucked today. fuckin dee is a bitch lol, thnk god nadia was wit me. James came to visit me at work!! i was really..happy lol. i dnk, i got all excited and shit and i dnk y!..i think im gettin a crush on him..which is weird cuz i dnk wut i should feel like. so i took a walk wit him and i dnk he has suttin special bout him. and then he called me ( Read more... )

today was weird. i woke up at 7:31 and felt sick to my stomach..i layed around the house for a while and then Nick called around..8 sumthin. so I picked him up from Gregs and we went to his house so i could do his hair for the concert. which came out so hot! im proud. so then after that i brought him back to Gregs and I went out wit my dad to try n ( Read more... )

things have been good! really good! i quit Christopher n Banks..my moms pissed. i dnk if im grounded or wut not. but i had to come home earlier today, which sucked cuz James house is mad fun. and we had madness amount of fun things there :) but yeh tomorrow is dodgeball bitttttch! yes im pumped. i think me, Nick, and James are going. that will be ( Read more... )