Went clubbin again with da crew. Lmao we had this shit called Bacardi Limon (it had an accent over the o) it was piss warm and we drank it straight (thanks pat). i ended up getting buzzed and made an idiot out of myself. brian thought my dancing was good, maybe i should get drunk more often before i dance. which leads to another thing. everbody ( Read more... )

Yeah sometimes I feel like I should hate being a girl. And I shouldn't feel like that. I was trying to be fucking nice by going over Jamil's early in the morning to help him move. instead I get insulted and told I was weak because I'm a girl. and it just makes me wonder why they have to do that. later on after i was pissed off they decided to ask ( Read more... )

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Yeah i did a lot of thinking. gabe said that he was saving money up for an engagement ring a long time ago. he has about 300 or so saved up. but now college is coming up. i don't know what's going to happen in the future. and i don't really like the thought of such a commitment at such a young age. so if gabe were to ask me to marry him. the answer ( Read more... )

i have not had sleep for the past three days. the other night i went to the club with kristen and pat. it sucked, it was so dead and i slipped on my knees which killed. so we left and went to Denny's. all pat did the entire time was talk about how much better his friends were where he used to live right in front of us. so we basically wanted to get ( Read more... )

well, i'm thinkin about gettin my ass out to townsend to go camping. i haven't been all summer.

yeah so much has happened. i don't nearly update enough. oh well. we went to the gay club the other night. a bunch of us. i squeezed the shot guy's ass. it was nice and tight. i managed to find three straight guys, and one bi guy. it was so great. the straight one ended up dancing with me a lot. then at the end we found out that he was at one point ( Read more... )

yeah yesterday was just a nice relaxing day....until about 5:00. i was all excited about today. i was gonna go to church and then after i was gonna go to six flags. this was planned for like two weeks. next thing ya know, i get a fuckin phone call from smemily saying that we shouldn't go. for several reasons: there were gonna be thunderstorms (nice ( Read more... )

i go from depressed to happy to depressed to happy. that's about how the week has gone so far. i finally graduated, had a party, all that fun stuff. went to aneta's after and yep somethin was said to get me depressed. then a few days later, went swimmin, hung with smemily and we decided we are going to six flags on sunday, happy. then at work ( Read more... )