I'm sitting at work bored out of my mind. Can you believe it?! Usually I stay pretty busy at work, but this week I've had easy patient assignments, which is nice, but at the same time the night goes by slower, when there is not much to do. This is my third 12 shift in a row this week, and I'm tired. So I really just want 7:30am to hurry up and get ( Read more... )

Well after almost 17 years of marriage my mom sat my step-dad down tonight to have the "divorce" talk with him. My mom talked to my half brother and sister beforehand to get their thoughts on things and apparently they are both for the divorce. My step-dad is slowly losing everything and doesn't even phase him ( Read more... )

No going to Florida for me. I was looking so forward to seeing my mom, brothers, and sister on Sunday, too. But no, my step-dad is still being a prick, and thinks I should apologize to him for calling and leaving a message on the answering machine, when I was cussing, but not at him or any of my family members, but b/c i was frustrated w/ my father ( Read more... )

I wrote this, this morning for a certain wonderful boyfriend, who I started falling for, before and I became a couple ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you were falling yet sort of floating or like you could fly at the very same moment in time? It's the weirdest most awesome feeling in the world, to feel like you are falling for someone that you have an amazing connection with, who does sweet little things that just make you smile and feel like you can fly. You feel like ( Read more... )

So I got to Westview Hospital around 6am this morning. Two hours before my colonoscopy was scheduled for. I went to the lab, and they must have drawn at least four different tubes of blood from me for labs. Then I went out to the outpatient surgery area and got put in my own little room. After getting changed into a hospital gown and laying down on ( Read more... )

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When it rains, it pours... Well, it didn't rain yesterday, but I sure created enough tears to create a flood. I cried quite a bit during the late afternoon/evening hours of yesterday into the extreme early hours of this morning. I felt extreme emptiness. I felt like I had nothing. I love my family more than anything else. They mean the world to me ( Read more... )

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"thank you for this venom ( Read more... )