heather

FucK YoU.... PoeTrY everyone

heather_ctx Oct 26, 2005 13:18

step on my heart, time and time again,
push me, push me, push me till i break...

and force me to smile and pretend it's all fucking okay,
when i threw away, fucking childhood memories of her crying, i didnt understand,
why she didnt get better, i held her hand,
for alll those years,
only for her to leave,
only to lead to slitten wrists,
only for him to ( Read more... )

um have no idea what the hell this is...

a poem for a close friend

heather_ctx Apr 13, 2005 10:28

numb skys, blue eyes ( Read more... )

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heather_ctx Mar 24, 2005 11:26

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

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heather_ctx Mar 21, 2005 10:53

indicated by harsh words that were kept inside ( Read more... )

my life!

heather_ctx Mar 18, 2005 22:50

ok some quick things that have happened since my last post ( Read more... )

Dude Im A Dude

heather_ctx Feb 25, 2005 10:44

Your Brain is 13.33% Female, 86.67% Male

You've got the brain of a manly man

Feelings, schmeelings... tears aren't for you.

You could break both legs and not get misty eyed.

A great problem solver, nothing ever phases you.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

the ^^^^^^^^^^ game

heather_ctx Feb 08, 2005 10:55

the ^^^^^ game is wehre whoever commented last u have to say sumthing positive and nice about the person above you. ill go ahead and comment and then u guys can start!!!!!
yay!!!!!!! spread the love!!!!!!!!!!
~heather~

SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!! OMG IM SOOOOOOO HAPPY AND HAPPY!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!! YAY!!!! :D

heather_ctx Feb 04, 2005 16:34

i dont think that many of u can really relate to the random and uncontrollable depression that usually consumes me... but today its gone... all my pain is gone right now... all my tears... my depression... everything is gone... and i dont know why... im just happy... buthing special happened ... but im just so FUCKING HAPPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 GOD I ( Read more... )

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confused

heather_ctx Feb 03, 2005 18:10

why do i act different? i am cool until i am nervous or shit i dont know... i get weird around ppl that like me or ppl that i like and totally go to shutdown mode or just act fucking weird... wth? i dont get myself... i guess i try to hard to distance myself so im not labeled a slut or sumthing... or so i dont get hurt ... or too close to anything ( Read more... )