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[heather_marsh08]

 I just need to write. I need to think of the right words to say. I had a long conversation tonight with Evan (my future hubby) over the phone, and it was soooooooooo awful. I think I made him cry. We were talking about my weight issues (I brought it up in the first place), and I was telling him how I literally DO NOT care anymore. I literally said

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[moonstrucky]

Are you being treated for PCOS? When I was on metformin, and working out, I was losing weight. It is hard with PCOS, for sure. But it's also not impossible to get pregnant. (As I am proof of.)
Talk to your doctor. See if insurance will cover a nutritionist. If it still is important to you, that is, to lose weight.
Also, it's so good that you're hashing stuff out before you get married. Especially the kids thing.
<3 Hang in there!