woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo<3 ( Read more... )

so, the ocoee knights varsity football has won their second game of the season. against west orange, none the less. so, i'm in a pretty good mood. besides the fact i had to stop 3 kids from wo from stealing our dynamite that we use in the show. douche bags.

but, i got to see my drum major friends from wo. (: that made me all happy inside.

take your shoes off, he says ( Read more... )

right about now, i just want to punch someone in the trachea. in particular, a band member. i can honestly say i am ashamed to call myself a marching knight, right now. the way some people act is just... there's no reason for it. when we have an expectation in the band, we EXPECT you to live up to it. that's why we HAVE them ( Read more... )

wow. i can't do anything right today.
and i keep managing to piss people off beyond all belief.
i guess i'm a bad luck charm today.
meh. ;-;

however, my landscape in art is coming along well.
i love it<3 ( Read more... )

so, i'm realizing now hoe much i don't want to grow up. i don't want to graduate. i don't want to leave all of my friends behind. i don't want to become independant and live on my own ( Read more... )

oh my goddddd ( Read more... )

so, i'm in one of those moods again. you know, where i'm all down and have no reason whatsoever to feel like this? yeahhh, one of those. it's been a pretty juicebox sucking day, but what's to expect when you have to be at work at 8:30am, hmm? i don't know. i need a new job, seriously. that place does nothing but bring me down ( Read more... )

so. my hormones have decided to rage war with my face. i'm all red & blotchy. what the fuuuuuuck? is it because i gave up green tea? come on body. you don't need /that/ many antioxidants. biiiiitch. okay. anyway ( Read more... )

i'm just now realizing how afraid i am of the future and how afraid i am to live. last night came as a kind of reality check to me. i wanted to do one thing last night, and i couldn't muster up to do it. and i look back now and think "why didn't i do it? what could have gone wrong?" i'm actually quite upset with myself. i am always saying how i ( Read more... )