is it sad that i cant even go back and read old posts without getting angry? why is old shit still bothering me??? is it because one year ago at this point and time this is when it alll started?? when the lies and the anger and all came into my life? or is it because i cant let go of losers and move onto bigger and better things like i believe lie ( Read more... )

small update

manager for mcalisters
talking to someone interesting
got an interview for the post office
christmas is in like a week

A. found old friends on myspace tonight
B. Saw Fearless tonight and loved it
C. Going to a movie tomorrow night with matt
D. Flying to jax this weekend
F. FOOTBALL game!!
G. seeing travis in 3 days
H. very excited about florida
I. Even more excited about the bama game
J. still looking for someone to go to the auburn game with me

i've come to the conclusion that people at work just do not like the fact that all the managers like me more than anyone. and that i'm the hardest worker and i have all the major responsibilities and blah de blah ( Read more... )

well today wasn't that bad still sick and sneezing like crazy. gene and i are still in contact but i'm not sure what the deal is. i was so sure i wanted it over, i know my family does. but i still miss him. if i was in school i'd have school stuff to focuss on but with just work sometimes i find my mind on him ( Read more... )

i never write in LJ anymroe..and as i've come to realize today...there are a lot of things i don't do.. i don't call friends, or write them. I don't have fun anymore.. i'm always working... i called in sick today for the first time in 9 months. which is the entire time i've worked at this store. I'm sick of working 6 days a week and 60 hours a ( Read more... )

Well, went to florida last week spent about 10 days there it was a lot of fun. I got to see a few friends that i have missed a lot ( travis, jamie, winston, daniele, tyler)..and i didn't get to see some that i wanted to (Dan, Landon, James, Justin)and even made a few more friends! (sheryl, rosina, joe) Danielle and i went to burbon st station ( Read more... )

i turned 21 last month

so lonely feeling, missing someone now. miss everyone i had a friendship with in florida miss everyone i've ever loved miss feeling happy and free.

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