life is so confusing ( Read more... )

BOYFRIEND COMES HOME IN FIVE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAAYYAYAYAYAYAAYAYYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am so lucky to have someone who loves and cares about me so much.
thank you babyyyyyy=]

Now, all I have to look forward to is;
crying myself to sleep with Brand New in my ear.
this will probably continue on for days.
seeing as it has already been standard for the past three.
I have no one to blame but myself.
I AM FUCKING SORRY, OK!?!?!?!

Thank fucking God for Brand New.

have made the biggest mistake of my life. I put everything I value in jeopardy. I am only sane right now, because the one I love understands. He understands how sorry I am for putting everything on the line. I am in love with you Ryan O'neill. And you are in love with me. And nothing, is going to change that. I am sorry for everything, and in time ( Read more... )

boyfriend fixed everything=]

with help of brittany nolder=]

think i am about to have a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack.

=/

unappreciated.

i have officially applied to three colleges now.

breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

i dont understand my mother.
she wants me to spend "quality time" with her,
but when it comes down to this "quality time,"
she just gets crazy and bitches [or cries].
why would i want to spend anything of quality with some one who apparently doesnt like my company?