i'm thankful that my parents never put pressure on me about where to spend my holidays.
actually, i'm thankful that my parents never put pressure on me or make me try to feel bad.
i love my family.
and my life.
and your life!

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4 tests in 2 days makes me want to vomit.

into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow
but i swear that i would follow anything
just get me out of here.

(i hate fall and i hate winter and i hate anything cold.
if i was done with school like i was supposed to be i'd never be here.
i'm going to cali or florida.
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i'm pretty sure that this is not how it's supposed to be.

don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.

I’m on my feet,
I’m on the floor,
I’m good to go.

never again.

never

ever

again.

i let them control me and use me and abuse me. 
i become obsessed and consumed to be the best i can be for them. 
i lose faith in myself. 
i won't do it again.
.....ever.

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i'm home for the summer! finally!
too bad my neighbor just got robbed and now i'm scared to death again.
i must say being robbed is one of the scariest things in the world.
i've lost all security.

anyyywayyy!

HEATHER GET A JOB!

i want to do something random!
i want to travel!
i want to go on a road trip.
i need something exciting to happen!

:)

SUMMER STARTS ON THURSDAY!
ALL MY BABIES ARE TURNING 21!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR BELMAR!
I'M SUPER EXCITED EVERYONE IS OLD ENOUGH TO GO OUT NOW!
I'M JUST EXCITED FOR SUMMMERRRRRR.
AND SEEING ALEX MARCH ON THE REGULAR! HAHA.

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