Substance

[heathlyn9]

Shit...I haven't updated in forever. I am not doing a very good job at maintaining this thing. I have been reading a lot of my old entries recently and geez...I feel like I have lost a lot of substance within the last few years. What the hell happened to me? I feel like I have dumbed down or something. Whenever I write anything now, I feel like it

Comments

[lilpeanut22]

I can relate to your entry a little about the whole letting the past stay in the past and how you want to talk to Joe but you kind of don't because you think what you might find out will just hurt you. Also, I relate to the whole falling as hard again as you did with Joe...

It's shitty, but hopefully things will all turn out fine in the end, I have an optimistic feeling that they will, it's just that it takes a lot more time than you would like. I just keep telling myself that I'm still so young and that maybe I really haven't met my next real love...oh well I guess!

And hey, one of these days I'm actually going to have time to talk when I see you online, I've just been really busy lately with school and soccer it is unreal...have a good one!

[anonymous]

Hi Heather!
I've been reading your journals since we were all at teen.com. Now that was a long time ago! Update when you feel like it but don't leave! Things aren't as crazy as they seem now, you're just getting older & everything is becoming very complex. You're still the same person just going through a transition. You are still that independent person who has their shit together...you just have to dig in sometimes & locate that person. Like finding your mojo....which we all lose every now & then. I think you should drop Joe an e-mail just to say Hi & see how he's doing. I bet it won't be as painful as you think...in fact, I bet you'll be happy you did.
Take Care!
Julie
((Sometimes) Lucky in Kentucky)