SO SICK

[heathyre25]

Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my

Comments

[anonymous]

hey, just wondering: what is so great about this guy you're obsessing over? amd what makes him so different than any of the other guys you've had relationships with (that have ended, obviously) in the past?

[heathyre25]

Obsessing over sounds harsh. But love is not something that you can just make stop. Maybe he could leave me without hurting or looking back but I can't do that. Every man that comes after him does not compare in any way shape or form. He had everything I wanted in a partner, except the want of me. Suppose someone misled you into believe that they loved you, always would and you let your guard down. Think about how hard it is to fall in love and open up after you have been hurt before. I let him in. That hurts more than anything. I gave him my most personal feelings and time. And he left. After a year we are still best friends, thus making it harder to move on. *SIGH*

[anonymous]

well, at least because you're feeling so much over this that means you'll be able to fall in love again. lots of people i know don't even have any emotional energy to invest in something that only lasted a year- when it ended they'd just move on, even if it hurt them to shut out their feelings. and i don't mean that harshly. things today seem to come down to: do you get hardass, protect your feelings and not believe in love or do you balls out leave yourself vulnerable and deal with picking up the pieces later.

[heathyre25]

Heres to hoping that love finds me, because I am not looking for it. Yes I wish he would come to his senses and rush back to me but I know better - deep down I know better. I suppose I will love him forever, but when I meet someone special they will snap me out of it - I hope!