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heatnixshadow

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Jun 14, 2005 22:01

- ...Ugh. I couldn't sleep on Monday. After writing that entry about me feeling evil senses, i'm not sure if like writing that entry encouraged fear or what, but I couldn't sleep, I felt like someone was in my room watching me. It was the most horrid feeling ever, I prayed again, and tried to forget about it, but I still felt like someone was ( Read more... )

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bigpandaman June 15 2005, 07:18:33 UTC

So whats the story between randi and pastor jim? Cause hes the one who told me that she was getting into bad stuff... IM confused. But i know randi was trying to stay cool and stuff, so what happened. Im curious.

heatnixshadow June 23 2005, 00:53:27 UTC

Well, i'm not sure, she basically said he threw her out for no reason, that she was never told what she did wrong and they just threw her out, no one wanted to say anything and just yelled at her, that's all she told me. I didn't get it actually, i'm not sure if she's telling me the truth, there must have been a readon to why she got thrown out. Maybe she did do something bad and she doesn't want to say anything. She hasdn't said anything to anyone though, and she just pretty much said that she doesn't know what set him off like that. Eh...i didn't really ask much when she was telling me, I just listened and kept on asking why she got thrown out and she kept on saying that she was never told...

Hey... lodvg June 16 2005, 01:31:46 UTC

Thats pretty interesting what you wrote Efrain. Right now im not even sure of what I want. A lot of people have been asking me, and it drives me crazy! Im so nervous about going to college, Im not even sure were to begin. I was gonna go visit my sister, but I have this feeling that I shouldnt. What would life be us depending on our feeling only? I know it makes no sense me going along with what I feel about the trip, but in most cases ive been right. Maybe on some other occasion right? Last night I fell asleep and ended up in the weirdest dream. I wont even bother talking about it, its personal. Then my morning was so slow, yet I ended up acting like a kid by throwing around all of our stuffed animals with my sisters.

Theres actualy this actriz named Ari who knows someone who wants my dog Chocolate. She said he would be spoiled good with them. Thats good to hear, but would be even cooler if it were true. So who are you hanging out with? Well if theres people I know there say hi to them for me ok. Take Care
Marilyn

Re: Hey... heatnixshadow June 23 2005, 01:01:24 UTC

Eh...i don't talk to anyone, i just do my work and listen to music lol. Some girls were talking to me, but I try to stay away from people, I just want to graduate. Then when I do I can make friends, but they have to be outside of Perris lake hahahaha, I don't know why, I get weird feelings from people who go there

tari_heskil June 16 2005, 07:54:19 UTC

Dude... I know that feeling too... Scared out of sleeping cause you KNOW something's there... I hate that... It even scares me so much I can't get out of bed to turn on the light or anything. And I'm like man, I thought I was a big girl! But you're never too old to get scared unfortunately. Well, good thing you are moving, but I'll pray that whatever it is leaves your house. You should think about annointing the doorways with oil in Jesus' name, and praying over each room. And when you do feel the presence, just say the name of Jesus out loud. It's kind of odd saying things out loud when there's no one else around, but demons don't like hearing His name. Just remember don't talk to them and dispell them on your own authority, always use His name. But hopefully this won't happen anymore.

heatnixshadow June 23 2005, 00:57:28 UTC

hahaha! I seriously thought about that too lmao, but you know what, I got scared that doing so I would just piss whatever it is in my house off and "it" will bug me even more (the annointing the doorways with oil in Jesus' name), cuz you know in the movies and shows how they always do that and things turn out worse, with exorcism I mean. I just decided to kinda ignore it, it worked tho, no strange feelings anymore, they faded a bit, atleast enough for me to be able to sleep. I hope whatever it is understands that I dont want problems XO

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Re: <333 heatnixshadow June 23 2005, 00:58:54 UTC

Aww, it's alright, it was hard writing the entry @_@; I was scared hahaha, my stupid cousin said his monitor turned on once and the devil's face appeared in it, that scared the living crap out of me LOL i was all making sure the monitor wasn't plugged after I got done writing the entry LMAO