Two days past eighteen ( Read more... )

so i went to see deanne today. i told her about a lot of stuff that has been going on. i told her about how i drank last weekend and on new years eve a tad. i told her about hurting myself. i even told her about wut happened yesterday.... i told her about how i worry every time i come home for fear that my mom will suspect that i was drinking or ( Read more... )

so many lies...
i dont even kno who to trust anymore

i ended up not having to sing at messiah this morning. kinda dissapointed b/c i wanted waffles and to see david but i got to sleep until past 11:30 sooo i think that the advantages kinda balanced out the disadvantages there ( Read more... )

wow ppl have been updating like crazy today! just reading thru all of today's entries i had to go 'earlier' to read all of em! that's craziness ( Read more... )

i feel liek such shit right now. the game was ok.... if u consider feeling like a complete outsider the entire game fun. i stood behind david so i got to talk to him sum. it's no different when i talk to him than it is when he talks to amy or sumthin. if anything, he flirts less with me than with anyone else. after the game i just wanted to go out ( Read more... )

autumn, just so u kno...
i dont hate you

ok uno mas cosa decir....
EMMA IS COMING BAK TO THE SQUAD!!!! o man! this is exciting! i feel as if ive lost touch with her since she's been off of the squad and i dont wanna lose her. thank goodness that God has been with her thru this whole thing. im glad that our prayers paid off and that emma's hard work did too! emma darling, ur awesome and im ( Read more... )

o man im starvin. HURRY UP DANNY BOY AND GET HOME SO I CAN EAT MY DINNA ( Read more... )

so today's good so far. classes are classes. i at least understand my pre cal assignment today. GO ME ( Read more... )