I wanted to be friends with him but maybe that's not such a good idea. We're not going out, yet I have limited freedoms ( Read more... )

so I guess Trey likes another girl... kinda makes me sad cause I still like him, but good news is I kinda like someone else too anyways, he's way cute and I'm hanging out with him tonight :)

Past couple days were fun, wednesday had tennis. After that went to Dq then over to Jaynes. Slept for a little bit, picked up Peggy and went over to Allies. It was fun. Went back to DQ like 3 more times in a period of like an hour. Back to Allies for a while and then Kerstin took me home ( Read more... )

I had fun today and i really needed that. had drivers training from 8-10 then tennis 10-12. Then went to chinese with kelsey, danielle, joey, will, mike, and brock. After we ate we went over to kelsey's and played ddr and pool. Then went back to tennis for a while then home. Tomorrow drivers traning and tennis then over to Allies.

i knew he was going to do it again, so why did it still hurt so bad ( Read more... )

today was the last day of school and that makes me happy. hope i didn't fail anything or i'm fucked. After school went to get a physical. mom picked me up and took me to the store and then got something at dq. Came home cleaned and watched hailey and makensie then went to the store again. gotta clean some more. Anyone call me, so i can get out of ( Read more... )

Today was the second day of exams. Stayed after school for a little bit w/ peggy to finish our exam for human anatomy, but didn't even do anything lol ( Read more... )

So as I wrote in my Gj, Trey and I are back together. Was it the right thing for me to do, I don't know. I'm scared to get hurt again, but if I do maybe it'll finaly teach me for once not to keep going back even though I can't help it. But this summer should be lots of fun, I won't be as stressed. Don't want to think about all of that right now ( Read more... )

maybe if i was prettier
maybe if i was smarter
maybe if i was thinner
maybe if i was a better girlfriend
then maybe he'd still be with me

i fucking hate this, why does he put me through shit and talk to me like shit when i haven't done anything. Am I that horrible of a person to make him want to hurt me all the time. I'm sooo confused on how he even feels toward me. I don't know what to do anymore, I can't lose him because I need him, but i just don't understand why he can't just be ( Read more... )