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I feel really good today. It is a stark transition to most days in my recent life (and by recent I mean the last year or longer...yeah.) I did some community service work at my parents' church. You might think it was the do-good feeling that has put me in this mood, but it isn't. It just feels good to interact with people who are genuinely nice and ( Read more... ) -
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I am wearing blurry contacts. I confirmed that my true prescription has strengthened, via my optometrist. Why, then, do you ask (?) =o) am I wearing old contacts? Because my new properly prescribed glasses in my own mind, make me incompatible with my new glasses-wearing crush ( Read more... ) -
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I have never so quickly wanted to eat my own words. Tonight, Wes, Jess and I went out to the bowling alley with some people from work. This one girl, Jessica...is one I know of, but don't really know know but know of because she played in active role in getting one of our trainers fired. A gay black man. And in a company that is pro-diversity, it ( Read more... ) -
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I realized that I don't actually need to wait until times of emotional distress to express what I'm feeling. So simply by the observation of other entries alone...I am inspired to write to you all. Today was a good day, spent with my friends Wes and Jess. Married. Isn't that cute? Like Mickey and Minnie. I had stopped hanging out with them for ( Read more... ) -
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I don't even remember the last subject I posted about. Continuity is something I find myself thinking about, from a literary standpoint. I often consider more the structure of my sentences than the messages communicated by them. They are literary devices, intended to be pleasant traps but more like eye-opening contraptions to some degree enforce ( Read more... ) -
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I can't believe a week has passed since my last entry. I don't know what happens to the time; I feel like I'm dangling from a pendulum that just keeps striking the same hour again and again. Permanently suspended within a measurable fluctuation of misery and apathy. Side to side, no up to down, no backward then forward. Because that would require ( Read more... ) -
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Just looking at this username makes me sick. God knows why I forfeited thegirlhasgone to a person who doesn't even use the account. Don't judge a lj-ist by her name ( Read more... ) -
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Well, one of the two floaties keeping me in the Jarrod pool has been punctured. Yes...a semi-sudden collapse of charisma. It's like, in the beginning of relationships people will kiss each other's asses with a smile. There's no reason not to try; it's like having a bag of mystery seeds, fertile soil for miles and no other hobbies. For a while, your ( Read more... )