i just need to chill out and i think i have. i am organizing where my money is coming from and what i need to spend it on. i am realizing what makes me depressed and how to deal with it and not that quick fix of chocolate. like me gaining weight. well i'm eating healtier. *seriously* When things are due and making a to do list. i know me. right, ( Read more... )

I have no money for college. Zero Zip none. okay like maybe 600 but that is not enough to cover my 12 hundred bill by Oct 10. i'm so fucking depressed. i feel behind in my classes and now i don't even know if i'll be able to pay for them.

I wore a shirt for someone today. I thought it'd make me look nice and with all the flirting it was about time i brought it out. Yes girls strategize. well i do. cuz i'm trying to take a guy from his girl ( Read more... )

So i'm going to die cuz i'm eating my milk on cereal. the very milk that is in my own fridge. Do you know why? Well cuz my roommate prophesied my doom due to the best by date. It is usualy good a week after that. That is just the date that they have to take it off the shelves because they can't sell it passed that date. Milk just doesn't suddenly ( Read more... )

is everyone dead.

after my lovely biology exam. i'll update my weekend. as of now i'm studing so shhh . . .

hey im home, odd aint it? Well i hung with tenicia and karie.
iowa won on their game verus il. and isu lost to texas. for some reason i'm getting into football hardcore.

alot happened last night but i'm to lazy to update that much right now.

i figured that black and white are not compatable and don't translate ( Read more... )

i feel like a mom the phone just rang and it was for megan. and i'm like shes at class. the lady was like well her instructer wanted me to call her cuz she isn't in class. i'm like 'o'.

i didn't do anything tonight. and at first that was weird and i went crazy. and emo (hush). i think preceded to fall back into the rut of high school depression. i drank some kava and watched sex and the city and i wanted to cry cuz i missed karie and tenicia so much. *cries ( Read more... )

both my teams won!!!!! Iowa Hawkeyes and Iowa Central!!!!! ROCK ON ( Read more... )