Kay so my background is usually that cool black and green thing with Beno!t written on it.. correct? well it's not here no more, and it's Because i have Cruz (the guy who helped me get my journal to look this awesome) who has my background on his server and it's been screwy lately or something, so he said it will be back up by tuesday :)

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well last night the plan was for me to get really really drunk with pier-luc but that plan stalled at buzz. we went to the youth center after 3 beers, then Degruchy drove us to mcdick's and we saw Joe, James, John, Kev and a bunch of girls whom im not familiar with their names but i know i knew most of them, and we talked with them a bit, and then ( Read more... )

Well this week for me was planned out for excitement, it really was, my plans had been made since like sunday night or somewhere around that time and i was happy with my plans. Wednesday i was to begin my week, because monday and tuesday no one usually goes out and thats when i catch up on my missing sleep (actually thats not true, cuz monday i ( Read more... )

straight up; i never loved you
what was a boy to do?
i wanted your body
you made me so horny
your tender touch
made me feel so much
never asked for more
sex was all i was good for
i cannot give you love
i cannot wear the glove
trying to let you go
but i cant do so
wanna set you free
and let you leave this exctacy

Feb. 20th, 2004

- the bus ride was kinda long, just over 5 hours to get from cold lake to edmonton (it was the milk run or something, which means he did ALOT of stops, but we werent alot in the bus, we all had our own seats)  and then around a 3 hour van ride from edmonton to hinton.  okay so in the bus, there was this one guy who got on in ( Read more... )

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lighten up
calm down
fuck off
blow me

Kay so i got the first lines (silent night, holy shit, all is fucked) from a pink interview but i decided to finish it, it's not my best, but hey, i wanna enough songs for an album by the end of this year and i have only done 3 (one without a melody yet) so i need at least 1 or 2 covers so why not a chirstmas song gone wrong (seeing as i couldnt ( Read more... )

Well it's a snowday today! Normally i'd be thrilled, cuz i mean -43 degrees celcius is fucking cold, but noooooooo, i actually wish i was in school today! that's right!!!! I, Beno!t Matte, would rather be in school then here!!!!!!!! Beause it's exam week, therefor, after my morning exam i was officially free til next monday! But now, i woke up ( Read more... )