Fanfic: The Sacrifice
Title: The Sacrifice
Author: heaven returned on LJ Andromedarayne on dA
Notes: kind of a songfic but not. The Sacrifice is by Symphony X and not me. Lyrics are in italics. It’s just a smooshy piece I wrote to try and get my muses to cooperate with me and let me WRITE.
Rating: PG
Warning: OOC
Pairing: Gabriel/Dean/Castiel OT3 ;)
Word count without header: 990
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There was a song that reminded him of his lovers. On days when he was alone and wasn’t sure when they’d come back he would listen to it. Truthfully he sometimes wondered about the day when they wouldn’t come back to him.
It had been a strange few months. After Sammy and Luci and Mike had fallen into the pit he’d gone back to Lisa, but it had been wrong. He’d been falling apart and only lasted with Lisa for 2 weeks and then he was gone, finally realizing he’d fallen in love with Castiel.
Now that had been a shock. It wasn’t something fast and he didn’t have an ‘exact’ moment he’d fallen in love with his angel. It had snuck up so gradually he hadn’t even realized it until Cas was already gone and he was alone. He’d been on his own, floundering and then Cas was there. God, it had been like coming home. He had been happy.
They had gotten a small apartment together, a place to call home. Then Gabriel had shown up and Dean admitted fully that he’d latched onto the angel and refused to let him go for a while. People coming back from the dead made him a bit emotional. It was in those three days that he refused to let Gabriel out of his sight that the unthinkable happened. He fell for the archangel.
It had been different then falling in love with Castiel, much more sudden and fast. He knew immediately what had happened when he had fallen asleep on the second day and woken up and looked straight into Gabriel’s beautiful hazel eyes. Everything had clicked into place. He’d promptly freaked the shit out…but it worked, somehow. The three of them clicked in a way he never had thought possible.
But the two angels were extremely busy. Heaven was a lot more messed up then any of them had thought possible. So there were times when he was alone for days on end, and that was hard. It still amazed him that not only one heavenly being, but TWO were willing to put up with him. When they were gone for days at a time he sometimes wondered if they had come to their senses and left him for good.
He walked to the corner of the room and turned the sound of the stereo up, and hit play on the CD player. As the music began to fill the small apartment, he stretched on the floor to listen.
Your Eyes singing to me sweet lullabies
While you lay there in submission
Forbidden desire
Alone in the moonlight hearts afire
Burn away our inhibitions
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
I will stay, I will stay here with you my love
He smiled softly, yes the song reminded him of both his lovers. It was strange how they each brought something completely different to the relationship and still it worked so beautifully. Cas was the emotional support, even if he still didn’t get a lot of everyday things, he did know emotions. Gabriel was the moral support, he could always cheer them up. And he…… he supposed that he provided the strength maybe? He was the glue that held them together.
Sacrifice a heart beat away from paradise
All my reasons given way to temptation
Fear and shame
Looking for someone else to blame
We're devoured by these foolish accusations
It was amazing when they were together. Not just the sex, although that was mind-blowing, they also had quiet nights in. Watching a show on tv, a movie or just curling up together and watching the sun set. He and Gabriel had also taken Castiel canoeing and hadn’t that been a treat? It had been something he’d always wanted to do, and something they all had agreed to never do again.
With every fleeting breath I take
Maybe a love was a mistake
Eternal life I traded for one moment beside you
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
Sitting up he sighed, he was almost happy now. He missed his Sammy, but Cas said he had seen him at home. Meaning that he was safe and happy and knowing the changes his lovers were trying to put into place he was ok with that.
He hadn’t admitted it to the two angels yet but he was worried that when he died he’d be in hell again. He still wasn’t a good man…and he knew it.
He started as arms wrapped around him, one from each side, and turned to look at Cas as Gabriel’s arms wrapped around his chest.
“Do you really think we would allow you be separated from us? Even in Heaven?” Castiel’s voice was dark and sent shivers down his spine. He bit his lip at that and sighed as Gabriel placed a soft kiss on his neck.
“I ….. I thought you might get tired of me.” He said, his voice a bit soft.
Hearing Gabriel’s wicked chuckle he turned and was swept into a rough kiss. It gentled out and Gabriel gently stroked his face.
“You are ours. And we’re not letting you go…ever.” Dean was tugged out of Gabriel’s embrace as Castiel wrapped him in his arms and kissed him very softly and gently.
“We love you. Always…..forever”
Dean sighed and finally the last part of his heart relaxed when he heard that fact. He grabbed both of his lover’s hands and began yanking them towards the bedroom. The song continuing it’s soft melody in the now empty room.
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
When the stars lose their fire
And night takes the morning away
Forever and the day
I will stay, I will stay here with you my love
Author: heaven returned on LJ Andromedarayne on dA
Notes: kind of a songfic but not. The Sacrifice is by Symphony X and not me. Lyrics are in italics. It’s just a smooshy piece I wrote to try and get my muses to cooperate with me and let me WRITE.
Rating: PG
Warning: OOC
Pairing: Gabriel/Dean/Castiel OT3 ;)
Word count without header: 990
****^^^
There was a song that reminded him of his lovers. On days when he was alone and wasn’t sure when they’d come back he would listen to it. Truthfully he sometimes wondered about the day when they wouldn’t come back to him.
It had been a strange few months. After Sammy and Luci and Mike had fallen into the pit he’d gone back to Lisa, but it had been wrong. He’d been falling apart and only lasted with Lisa for 2 weeks and then he was gone, finally realizing he’d fallen in love with Castiel.
Now that had been a shock. It wasn’t something fast and he didn’t have an ‘exact’ moment he’d fallen in love with his angel. It had snuck up so gradually he hadn’t even realized it until Cas was already gone and he was alone. He’d been on his own, floundering and then Cas was there. God, it had been like coming home. He had been happy.
They had gotten a small apartment together, a place to call home. Then Gabriel had shown up and Dean admitted fully that he’d latched onto the angel and refused to let him go for a while. People coming back from the dead made him a bit emotional. It was in those three days that he refused to let Gabriel out of his sight that the unthinkable happened. He fell for the archangel.
It had been different then falling in love with Castiel, much more sudden and fast. He knew immediately what had happened when he had fallen asleep on the second day and woken up and looked straight into Gabriel’s beautiful hazel eyes. Everything had clicked into place. He’d promptly freaked the shit out…but it worked, somehow. The three of them clicked in a way he never had thought possible.
But the two angels were extremely busy. Heaven was a lot more messed up then any of them had thought possible. So there were times when he was alone for days on end, and that was hard. It still amazed him that not only one heavenly being, but TWO were willing to put up with him. When they were gone for days at a time he sometimes wondered if they had come to their senses and left him for good.
He walked to the corner of the room and turned the sound of the stereo up, and hit play on the CD player. As the music began to fill the small apartment, he stretched on the floor to listen.
Your Eyes singing to me sweet lullabies
While you lay there in submission
Forbidden desire
Alone in the moonlight hearts afire
Burn away our inhibitions
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
I will stay, I will stay here with you my love
He smiled softly, yes the song reminded him of both his lovers. It was strange how they each brought something completely different to the relationship and still it worked so beautifully. Cas was the emotional support, even if he still didn’t get a lot of everyday things, he did know emotions. Gabriel was the moral support, he could always cheer them up. And he…… he supposed that he provided the strength maybe? He was the glue that held them together.
Sacrifice a heart beat away from paradise
All my reasons given way to temptation
Fear and shame
Looking for someone else to blame
We're devoured by these foolish accusations
It was amazing when they were together. Not just the sex, although that was mind-blowing, they also had quiet nights in. Watching a show on tv, a movie or just curling up together and watching the sun set. He and Gabriel had also taken Castiel canoeing and hadn’t that been a treat? It had been something he’d always wanted to do, and something they all had agreed to never do again.
With every fleeting breath I take
Maybe a love was a mistake
Eternal life I traded for one moment beside you
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
Sitting up he sighed, he was almost happy now. He missed his Sammy, but Cas said he had seen him at home. Meaning that he was safe and happy and knowing the changes his lovers were trying to put into place he was ok with that.
He hadn’t admitted it to the two angels yet but he was worried that when he died he’d be in hell again. He still wasn’t a good man…and he knew it.
He started as arms wrapped around him, one from each side, and turned to look at Cas as Gabriel’s arms wrapped around his chest.
“Do you really think we would allow you be separated from us? Even in Heaven?” Castiel’s voice was dark and sent shivers down his spine. He bit his lip at that and sighed as Gabriel placed a soft kiss on his neck.
“I ….. I thought you might get tired of me.” He said, his voice a bit soft.
Hearing Gabriel’s wicked chuckle he turned and was swept into a rough kiss. It gentled out and Gabriel gently stroked his face.
“You are ours. And we’re not letting you go…ever.” Dean was tugged out of Gabriel’s embrace as Castiel wrapped him in his arms and kissed him very softly and gently.
“We love you. Always…..forever”
Dean sighed and finally the last part of his heart relaxed when he heard that fact. He grabbed both of his lover’s hands and began yanking them towards the bedroom. The song continuing it’s soft melody in the now empty room.
When the stars lose their fire
And night steals the morning away
Forever and the day
When the stars lose their fire
And night takes the morning away
Forever and the day
I will stay, I will stay here with you my love